While you were sleeping..

An old dream in a new mask....

A hyperevolved visionary, a hard-edged rationalist, full to the brim with carefully nurtured moral principles and an absurdly clear sense of right and wrong. A unmuddied lake of a life, symmetrically rippled with the very essence of mediocrity. As perpetually guided by reason as unguided by freewill.
Thinking thrice about thinking twice and seldom suspending judgments rather than negating them. All this for utter emotional and spiritual emptiness.
The need to break free. To lose control. To take a vacation from normalcy. To explore deep-rooted anarchaic subcultures. To divorce the whys from the why-nots. To, quite simply, love.

...the alarm of the Zen clock and a lucid fantasy still waiting for an awakening.